November 24, 2005

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember,

The sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers,

And the time on the clock when we realize its so late, and this walk that we shared together,

The street was wet and the gate was locked, so I jumped it and I let you in,

And you stood at my door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it.

And I knew that you meant it.

-Dashboard Confessional-

Currently Listening Broken Boy Soldiers By The Raconteurs see related

Conundrum

i like that word.. i had to look it up to see exactly what it means... it means- a riddle whose answer is or involves a pun.. that has nothing to do with my post.. i just thought of that word...

 so im in Natchez at work.... working a good ol 12 hour shift.. fun times.. went and saw Shane andShane last night.. they are always amazing.. got a new tatt yesterday... it is Hebrew... it looks amazing...  it is the Hebrew word Chai which means alive, living, existing.. it is the word used to describe the Living God.. i like it..

the only down side about this whole tattoo business is that i cant give blood or sell plasma... dang it..

i now attend The University of Southern Mississippi.. i am a Theatre major.. it is not going to be easy... i am with so many of my closest friends.. this makes me smile.. alot and often.. my boy GreerDawg is the funniest person in the world and i have every class with him.. i enjoy hanging with him and acting like idiots to everyone we come in contact with..

check out myspace at www.myspace.com/holding_out_for_you im on there so much more than xanga...

It's a long wait for an answer,

Is there any news, is there any word?

Was there trauma, or a struggle?

Am I missing, or was the body found?

                   -Dashboard Confessional

Currently Watching Signs (Vista Series) By Mel Gibson, Joaquin Phoenix, Abigail Breslin, Rory Culkin, Clifford David, Lanny Flaherty, Babita Hariani, Cherry Jones, Patricia Kalember, Marion McCorry, Paul L. Nolan, Rhonda Overby, Kevin Pires, Michael Showalter, Ted Sutton, Ukee Washington, Adam Way, Merritt Wever, Greg Wood see related

yeah so that really didn't happen the other night or anything.. what I was trying to put into words was that feeling of when you play something over enough times in your head it can become like a memory or a dream or something so fresh and recent you remember it like you are waking up the morning after and it is still burning in your mind, then you realize its only a dream... elusively evading the hand of reality that aches to draw it in and embrace it with a grasp so gentle it overpowers and weakens any urge to flee...

yeah... I wrote that last line.. believe it..

is there anything worth looking for?

worth loving for? worth lying for?

is there anything worth waiting for?

worth living for? worth dying for?

                                                     -Dashboard Confessional

Currently Listening The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most By Dashboard Confessional This Brilliant Dance see related

Last Night

Listen to me at a loss for words,

You smile and laugh and tolerate,

While I talk so much about nothing.

How long will this last?

You look up at me just to watch me look away,

You know I can't hold your stare.

I stand there awkwardly as minutes fly by,

Was that a hint of attraction? A spark in your eye?

Breathe in deeper, step in closer,

Amazed that you don't back away.

I remember it like it happened last night,

But it didn't and it never will.